Saturday, December 15, 2012

Meeting with the futures of India



Meeting-1
Location- somewhere at the back of Chennai central

Passing through hectic streets of Chennai with horrid noises of MTC buses and autos, silly slangy fights infront the TASMAC shops, hotels along the road with hoardings indicating outlandish names, “Samudra view palace” ( though sea shores were miles away), walls with paintings of political leaders riding horses and with swords portraying them as someone not less than super heroes who descended down on the earth as saviours of mankind, food stalls making all attempts to attract customers to sell their stale idlis and steaming sambar and confused tourists dragging big trolleys down the potholed road in search of an affordable lodge, I landed up in a dark alley. That was the land of scrap dealers, hardly visited by any normal person. It was late and most of the shops were closed. But from a distance I saw a feeble light flickering at some corner. I ambled a little distance and saw something interesting which provoked my slow paced steps to gain some speed. I saw a lean dark complexioned man, may be in his mid forties, hammering a piece of iron plate.  Aside him, a small girl was sitting over a pile of card boards, dressed in a sky blue frock, may be her school uniform with few visible patches near her shoulder that had not been mended properly, the plaits of her hair were hanging down and were reciprocating with the movement of her head which played a pendulum infront of a small lamp. I gazed at her for few minutes and discovered that she was studying something and was helping her father too. After her father flattens a plate, she replaced it with next. I went close to her, stooped to know what actually she was reading and found that she was solving numerical from her mathematics book…. I smiled, looked at her for a while but she was not paying much attention.  She may have assumed me to be another customer of her father. She kept on solving the numerical, counting with her little fingers, which was a little dark may be because of those rusted iron plates. I felt a little grieved when I saw those tiny fingers which were meant to work with color pencils and color papers toiling with rust and hammers at this tender age.  Excited, I asked, “What is your name?” “My name is S.Meena, anna”, she replied with a special childish lilt in her voice. “What’s your ambition, cutie?” She chuckled and lifted her head, eye brows arched and looking up into the sky and replied with a blush, “I want to become a pilot, anna”.

Meeting-2
Location- Howrah-Chennai mail

Train had just boarded Visakhapatnam… After a heavy biriyani meal, I was standing near the door to inhale some fresh air that rushes in as the train gathers some momentum, when suddenly my eyes fell on a small magician wearing a tattered white shirt, a brown shorts, a pair of torn school shoes whose sole was opening its mouth everytime he took a step, entertaining the entire bogie with his tricks. He made flowers appear from his handkerchief, showered glitters from an empty box, bringing out the same stick unbroken from a pipe which he turned and bend thousand times. After his performance, he went to each seat with a small box expecting mercy and pity for his few beautiful acts that everyone enjoyed. But to my surprise, those people who were watching him a minute ago were all either deep asleep covering their face with newspaper sheets, became busy on phone or hurried into the toilet as if they had just realized that their bladder was going to blast seeing the kid approaching. He succeeded only in filling the tin box with few coins that made noise, but not enough to fill even quarter of his tummy. Disappointed, he returned to the door and waited for the next station where he could catch another train back to his home. I gave him a ten rupee note but he wasn’t ready to accept it at first. Rather he enquired me if I had seen his performance and accepted the amount only when he was convinced that I watched him from a distance. I was attracted by his attitude and honesty that made me gaze him with more interest. “What is your name Mr. Magician?”  “I am Ravi” he replied and soon got busy packing his bag. When I saw few books inside his bag, I started enquiring about him. He said that he is doing his eighth class in a government school in his village. His father serves tea in trains to feed his family which comprises of a diseased mother and four grown up sisters. That helpless father wants the boy to work to earn something for his family. But he was always very interested in studying and even tops in his class. So, everyday he use to go to school in the morning hour and after returning from school, he gets engaged in his work till evening… I was listening to him tight lipped when the train whistled abruptly, as it arrived at a station. All the thoughts that were mounting in my tiny brain imagining about the struggle he had to undergo each day came to a halt. He got down the train and waved me bye…the train roared again, acquiring speed. I shouted out of the running train, “Ravi, what’s your ambition?” “I want to become an IAS officer…..” he replied with confidence, his eyes were sparkling.  

India is a nation where millions of newborn babies meet their doom in some dirty corner of a government hospital due to the lack of attention and medicines which costs more than their father’s entire month wage. Here thousands of kids, though were made to attend the primary schools with the facility of mid-day meals, sleeps starving the whole night waiting till next day to fetch some food. And citizens of tomorrow dwelling in the dank slums, deprived of proper education and guidance not because government policies failed to reach them but because government educational policies do not act as a helping hand to fill the stomachs of their family… They are forced to strive hard for not for better living, just for survival… Work as domestic servants, work as labors in hotels, industries, constructional sites carrying tones of loads on their shoulders which are supposed to carry school bags and lunch boxes.
This is the actual situation of poverty and education in India, entirely different from that which is shown in the movie, “student of the year”. Yes, here thousands of Indian juveniles do compete, not for any student of the year trophy but for food, cloth and education. Here we don’t find masculine figures coming schools in Mercedes with biceps popping out of their tight branded shirts and gorgeous ladies roaming around in bikinis, but we find malnourished lean boys feeling their stomach with the half boiled rice and dal served at school and the young girls fighting hard to a get piece of cloth to cover their body. The actual situation is ghastly.  
In such a gruesome scenario where someone meets kids like Meena and Ravi, trying to lighten a small lamp of dream in a hopeless community, working hard to tear the dark clouds of illiteracy by their sword of wisdom, he is surely going to get addicted with pride, enthusiasm and inspiration.
During my plights through the slums, I have interacted with hundreds of kids living with a dream of becoming doctor, engineer and administrative officers someday, though in empty stomachs. But the question is that
“Till how long will they fight for their dreams with unfilled stomachs?”
“Will Meena and Ravi ever reach their destination?”
… Till the age of ten…twelve or say fifteen…then, then will they be able to continue their higher studies?  No, I don’t think so….poverty and hunger will gradually squeeze out all the dreams out of their mind and throw them into the dark lanes of future where they have to fight for a single penny. Few years latter Ravi will be forced by his father to take the job for the whole day leaving his school. After some days he too will forget that he ever attended school and liked to study. His dream of becoming an IAS officer will soon disappear into the foggy horizon of a dark future. And Meena…our aspiring pilot will be forced by her father to marry someone who can take care of her entire family. She will cry, shout and protest but will finally acquiesce to her father’s decision. Just a year after her marriage, our future pilot who wanted to fly high will be pulled down to the earth by the weight of her swollen belly that will be carrying the desires of a 
self-centered man of this patriarchal society.
Educational policies of the government should include proper attention to the kids and their families. Economical upliftment of their families can drag more juveniles into the schools and make them take education seriously. Along with mid-day meals, provisions for supper should be made; packed cooked food should be given to them at the end of the school time in afternoon. Along with the primary education government should start focusing on higher studies. Though primary education will make difference in their life but helping them to pursue higher studies to fulfill their dreams and come up as skilled professionals in different field is very essential. Primary education can never help them in getting a white collar job that will result in the development of their family status and shaping of the next generation which is going to follow them. If government really wants to make its educational policies effective and bring changes in the long run, it should start working out on higher and professional studies of young Indians rather than imparting only the primary education, enabling them to write their own name to the most and either rendering them unemployed or working as a daily waged labor.  
P.S.  let’s take an oath to help millions of kids like Meena and Ravi achieve their goal. Let’s be a part of their struggle. Many of us lead a better standard of living. So we don’t realize how lucky we are because we have everything we want. Graphs and studies show that literacy rate is improving every year. But let’s wake up… let’s start reading between the lines of the study statics. A vow made to help atleast one of such kids who lives in optimistic dreams of professional jobs and respectable standard of living, when we start standing in our own legs may give renaissance to another generation.  

Kids like Meena and Ravi always makes me feel that “INDIA IS SHINING”. Hope to meet Pilot Meena and IAS officer Ravi in future…..             
                                                                                                                                                
 Amit kumar singh

Monday, August 27, 2012

PLEASE KILL ME....PLEA OF A FEMALE FETUS



PLEASE KILL ME........


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I wish my birth was my choice....

My mother was lying on the operation table, under a green blanket, screaming loud in pain. She was keeping on requesting my papa not to kill me but he was not giving ears to her helpless cry. He was consoling her that let her get rid of me and they can have a son soon . In the mean time doctor arrived and analysed my mother, pressing the upper stomach slowly. I realized that in a few minutes I am going to meet my doom.  I could hear the clings of surgical instruments kissing each other..weapons preparing for my infanticide . I started shivering inside my mother’s womb. I tried to escape away but the umbilical cord attached with my mother never allowed me to. The moment doctor started the operation, trying to insert the speculum; I tried hard to crawl away deeper inside. I squeezed myself, wrapping my tiny legs and by burying my head between my hands. I was crying. My two month old home was submerged completely with my tear. The evil doctor was surprised by the unwanted outflow of water. He was demanding for more cotton to soak it. But how could I tell him that it was not any of his new medical phenomenon of which he was not aware of or not anyone of his new discoveries that he could use as his next research, possibly but those are my tears that I was shading incessantly from inside in pain and fear .“Dear, what happened, why are you so afraid?” God asked me. “They are going to kill me and I wonder what my mistake is?” I asked dolefully. “It’s not your mistake my child. Humans always fail to interpret my gifts..”, god replied. “Stop boasting yourself, I am going to die before seeing this world, before seeing my mother who conceived for so long and you are blabbering some nonsense about human nature.” I started crying again. “Ok...but u must stop crying baby” God replied. “I can’t …..I want to see my mother. I want to see this world.” I lamented.  No one understands other than God. He presented me one hour to see the outside world. . Suddenly a small plastic tube entered, almost reaching me and the machine, aspirator was started….

Few hours later I found myself outside. I looked at my mother who was lying on the bed. She was looking as charming as I had always imagined. Her watery eyes were speaking how much pain she had to go through such a traumatic phase of losing her own part... I wanted her to take me in her lap, embrace me affectionately and feed me with the divine milk. I too wanted to touch her, curdle in her lap and grow up holding her tender fingers. But the train of my thoughts halted when I was wrapped in a poly bag. I shouted loud but perhaps it was not loud enough to reach the hard shelled human ears. I was then thrown into a river along with several more exterminated friends of mine. Few fell inside the water and few on the bank who became a time meal for the stray dogs. I was floating, running my eyes to flash every fruits of this wonderful world.........

Suddenly I saw a newspaper too floating beside me.  The headline said, “SIX YEAR OLD GIRL MOLESTED AND LEFT TO DIE”. I was dumbfounded for a moment. Then I started to read the entire news which said that the dead body of a six year old girl was found in an abandoned building. After medical tests it was found that she had been molested and was then murdered. Police investigated the matter seriously and found the culprit was none other than her own uncle. I was jolted and sudden unusual chillness gripped me. I wondered how anyone could rape a six year old girl. I started flowing with the current again…..

After sometime I got stuck in a wooden log floating in the river. I tried my best to escape but I was helpless. In the mean time I heard two women talking at the bank of the river while washing clothes. One woman said that Mr. Rout murdered his wife. When the other woman inquired the reason behind it, she replied that since the girl had not brought the entire dowry that they had demanded, they killed her barbarically. She also said that they had set her on fire and bribed the police inspector who changed the murder into a mere case of accident. I managed to escape and started flowing again with a heavier heart. It really surprised me that human beings value money more than life and a husband who is ought to shower love on his wife is killing the same for dowry...



The waves of river were carrying me far and far. I was passing through mangroves, enjoying the greenery when I suddenly  heard a screaming . I stopped there and tried to see through between the trees. Soon I found a half naked girl being surrounded by few brutes. Some of them were showering lewd comments on her, while some were trying their level best to undress her while few others were laughing at her doom. Suddenly one tall fellow came forward and tore her dress to make her completely naked. He was acting like a raving lunatic and was laughing madly like anything. The poor girl was crying loud and was trying hard to hide herself with every bit of her torn cloth that she could find lying scattered around her. She was shouting for help and requesting those beasts to leave her, but none of them hear her plea. Within no time she had been raped, one after the other, each one of them was thrusting over her. She was screaming in pain and was bleeding profusely. Few of the bastards were busy shooting her naked video and few were teasing her by dropping lit cigarettes over her naked body. After some time her body turned cold, hand and legs were stretched , the finger tips bent and  her eye lids downcasted to half mast. She became unconscious failing to withstand the pain and humiliation.It felt like I had been struck by a bolt from the blue. White rage filled me. I tried to kill them all but I was helpless. Now I understood why my parents were trying to kill me. I could do nothing except weeping.





Oh God !!! I beg before you , please kill me. I don’t want to live in this patriarchal society where girls are tortured. They will never understand that my birth is not my choice. When I can’t withstand this world for not more than one hour, how can I survive here for my entire life? PLEASE…PLEASE KILL ME….

"ACHA KIA JO MUJHE MAAR DIA,
ANE WALE TAKLIFON SE JO BACHA DIA;
KYA HOTA JO MAIN BADDI HO JATI,
KISI HEWAN KI HAWAS KA SIKHAR JO BANTI,
ACHA KIA JO MUJHE MAAR DIA……
KYA HOTA JO MAIN BADDI HO JATI,
RASTE PE CHALTE HUE MERI JISM KI NUMAISHEN HOTI,
MERE HUSN KI BOLIYAN LAGTI,
SHADI KE NAAM PE ME KHARIDI JATI,
SAB BAS APNI HAAT SEKH KE CHALE JATE
PAR MERE DIL KE CHAALE WAISE HI
HARE KE HARE REH JATE…….
ACHA KIA JO MUJHE MAAR DIA."

please save girls... don't let them to cry...they are your mother, sister , wife and friends.....save them if you think you are human..

Tuesday, August 14, 2012

india in my dreams


                          INDIA IN MY DREAMS



I gladly received few guests from the other side of the border. I gazed at them with a soft contended smile on my face. They too snuggled up against me and hugged me tightly for the reason that we were meeting after years , years which were hard to remember , the date which I had torn from my calendar page , broken the hour glass to bring the time to rest  but the separation was inevitable. India and especially , I was destined to evident the doom , a curse for the fate of my nation. I offered them to sit and we spent a blissful evening together. My wife delightedly lightened the tandoor in my courtyard and my mother helped her in making delicious parathas for our beloved guests.
Ting tong (calling bell rang) I woke up , startled, searched for my guests, but no one was there ,  my house was empty as it was from years. The tandoor in my courtyard was as cold as if fire had not touched it from a decade. I looked at the portrait of my wife hanging on the wall , asking me to wipe the layer of dust deposited over it.…..it was a dream , I realized , it must be a dream. I could still feel the drops of tears those were falling on my hand when I was dragging my sister out when few beasts set my house on fire , the wailings of my wife and my old mother are still echoing in my ear. I don’t remember if they were Hindus or Muslims who burnt my house , I didn’t even care to know who they were or to which religion they belonged . All I know was that many people of my village died as the wreckage blazed , I found my burnt naked wife with the pieces of her sari sticking all over her body forming blisters who died just the minute i saw her lying under the bed and I couldn’t find my mother and sister both. Even after so many years no one dared to jump the iron fence drawn on the breast of the huge nation; no one tried to erase the agreement made on few mere papers which decided the fate of the nation.
                   -  A page from the diary of a person who had seen the partition of India in august 1947.


If suppose there wouldn’t have any such separation and India would have been standing, like it was prior the vicious blow of partition













There would have been eight continents in the world. India would have added a number to the count of seven continents on the world map;

Political leaders of what now we call, Pakistan and Bangladesh  would have been roaring for the development of our nation , shouting in the parliament of India for passing some bills either as a member of ruling government or as a part of opposition , conducting peace marches , anti corruption rally over each state of India;

We have been visiting  the tourist spots like Lahore fort and Badshahi masjid of Pakistan and lalbagh fort and sixty dome mosque at bagerhat in bangladesh  as we visit Tajmahal,  charminar, India gate , etc. We wouldn’t have required any passport or visa to travel, a simple bus or train ticket would have been enough.;


                                " mili baat karne ki ajadi ,vote dene ki azadi,
                                  
                                  lekin kab milegi mujhe sarhad ke uspaar 

                                 mere bichde hue bhaiyon se milne ki azadi.

                                 azadi to tab hogi , jab me sarhad par, uspaar ke 

                                 doston ke sath football khelunga , mere bhai ke piche 

                                 cycle pe baith ke border ke paar ghumne jaya karunga......." words of a 18 year old boy 

staying in a village near the border.

India wouldn’t have witnessed four devastating wars , namely the first Kashmir war in 1947 , 1965 , 1971 and most recently the kargil war of 1999 which cost thousands of brave soldiers to both the nations.
INS Shivalik ,INS mysore , INS Vikrant would have been sailing parallel with PNS Shah jahan  and  PNS tipu sultan for the security of india. Jaguar , SU-30  would have been flying with JF-17 Thunder of Pakistan and YAK-130 and Nanchang of Bangladesh in the Indian sky.

Kapil dev and wasim akram , sachin tendulakar and sohaib akhtar would have played for the same team , team India. Indian would have been the most strongest cricket team and teams like Australia , west indies would have never dreamt of winning even a single world cup;

There wouldn’t have been such a big issue when Sania mirja married sohaib mallick of Pakistan. Infact there would have been numerous marriages across the border.


Muslims would not have been considered as a minority group in India. India perhaps would not have ever witnessed Hindu Muslim riots which had always splayed the shades of blood on the face of India.






India would have been the largest democratic secular republic which values human relations , love and peace above any  religion in the true sense and not just in fake speeches of politicians and the essays we write in schools. Try to make India a place where love is valued , not the mere religion of a person because life is far more valuable than any religion and remember one thing when anyone is killing for the shake of his religion , he is killing his own own god and his own religion in the true sense.


Dum hai to akash me lakeer khinchke dikha,
Be phikar udte hue parindon ke par kat ke dikha,
Kya  dum dikhaya tune do bhayion ko juda kar ke,
Dum hai to banti hui jamin ko aur ek baar milake dikha”

 HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY.
                                     BE A TRUE INDIAN TO CELEBRATE THAT

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